I Wish You Were Gay

Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you never say I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days have never felt so long If three's a crowd and two is us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I didn't want to stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through Is there a twelve step just for you 

Our conversations are in blue Eleven haze Ten fingers pulling on my hair Nine times you never made it fair I ate alone at seven, six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way I can't tell you how much I didn't want to stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give you lack of interest and explanation I'm not your type Maybe I'm not your preferred gender orientation 

I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless And I can't stand another day I can't stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I didn't want to stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay